It seems like...

You became so accustomed

to having always been spoonfed

that today you do not appreciate,

nor therefore deserve,

what is given to you.

The question I always wanted to ask you was:

Have you ever struggled hard for anything in your life?

I am so relieved
that it did not go
any further with you.

And it will go nowhere,

I am absolutely certain.

Because that bond you talked about...

It never existed.

But, after all,

I still can look at myself in the mirror.

If you do not like

what stands before you,

I will not change it.

I will keep looking for something

which is worth fighting for in life.