Tetrahedron

I only need your eyes... and my solitude.
The highest and the darkest has been chosen. Now, just let it evolve.

Stare at my face, enjoy the silence, let's join this parade of thoughts unspoken. When did it begin?
Your half smile, and your hands moving to the rhythm of a whole history... What else do you need to mesmerise me?

Don't wink. Don't put your teeth on me. Sorry if I'm serious...

Mais tu rendres difficile de sourire parce que tu rendres difficile de respirer.

Today

Guns aren't toys. Don't make me cry. Don't play with that.
All you need is love, and I feel like I'm letting you die. Everybody could save a life.
You don't need to go to war to feel the horror. Life can be a hell, no matter where you are.
Death is the end, but you don't know when, where or how. You're not a soldier, but you can suffer more than a thousand of them. Because...

But at least you are waiting in tranquility... Millions aren't, because they are not living at all.
I'm calling people that don't want to put up with it anymore. I call them to run or die. Life can be wonderful. But it isn't worth living life to suffer. And sometimes death can be the only relief.

I wish I could be there and give you love before you die...

Life can be wonderful.

Yesterday

Stupid days pass by. My head, burnt in vain. And my mouth, closed. Empty. But holding the breath...
Leave me here. With the trees and the moon. I want to feel the cold and the fear. I need darkness and silence. Hug a dead trunk and cry alone. Take off my shoes and turn over the land and the stones. Raise the dust and wait for the wind to disperse it. Because I know you won't come. And I can't come back to you either... My feet are sore, and I can't catch up with you at the pace you are running away.

At first it felt good. I could take a deep breathe and relax. She said you were sad. And I replied 'Me too'. I lied. I was free, for just one day, of your yells. But silence can hurt too. Then I started to fear you were really dissappointed, and that you would never talk to me again. Later I stuck again to my own reasons. But what  good are my reasons if I don't let you know them? 'I can't explain myself surrounded by shouts' Excuses.

I could have done better. I'm guilty too. But I prefer being guilty with you to letting you support all the weight. I don't want to do the right thing, so that you have to apologize. Be forced to do as I want. I'm not able to explain why... but I know it in my heart. I want you to be free of my own sorrows. I don't want to force you to change. Please, decide for yourself what you want to do with me.

For me and you to know

Taare Zameen Par

On Solomon Islands, when the natives want a part of the forest for cultivation, they do not cut the trees. They simply gather around the tree and shout abuses at it—curse at it. In a matter of days, the tree withers and shrivels. It dies on its own. - Ram Nikumbh

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Respect means no interruption.

Respect mean no confrontation.

Respect means no accusation.

Respect means no "mocking",

Especially, no mocking of elders.

Respect means no lies between us.

Respect means no betrayal of confidence.

Respect means no "ripping off".

Respect means no hording.

Respect means no "lording it over" someone.

Respect means no ordering around.

Respect means no yelling in anger.

Respect means no bad language.

Respect means no name calling.

Respect means controlling yourself.

Respect is not a commodity.

Respect is a way of being.

Respect is in our chest not in our hand.

Respect is for all of life.

Respect is for every species in the world,

including all four races.

Respect is for all our relations.

Respect is focusing on and dealing in
"issues" and not personalisms".

Respect is focusing on "what" is right

rather than "who" is right.

Respect means owning our own negativity

and not being a "Blame Shifter."

A "Blame Shifter" is one who projects or shifts

his own negativity onto someone else.

This is the process of bigotry, war, and genocide.

Respect is keeping the lines of communication open

with those who have a different opinion,

and making a sincere attempt to let them be heard and understood.

Respect means listening until everyone has been heard and understood,

only then is there a possibility for "Balance and Harmony". - Dave Chief

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Stick and stones may break our bones, but words will break our hearts... - Robert Fulghum

Slow, false peace

Today I did the things that remind me of you. Every single thing that relates to you. I build the links as I feel like, because you can't see me and you will never know. But if you want to, I can tell you.
As I knew about you again, I felt what you were feeling. I felt your call without hearing it.
Don't ask me why, because I don't know.

What concerns you. What I did today made me cry. And put my hands on my forehead, sipping, convulsing.
Don't call me, don't ask me, because I don't know why. Ask my heart. May it knows something. Because my mind can't explain anything to you.

It will be that I love you... don't ask me more.

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I don't know if this is an obsession, or everybody feels like I do...

I hope... I hope I am OK...